Sexcapades: U.T.EYE

I wasn't planning to share this because my ex still doesn't know… I’m taking this as a chance to clear my conscience. I hope he reads this. 
 
This all happened a few months ago. I got really fascinated with the idea of squirting, so I watched a couple videos on how to do it. I thought I knew what I had to do. One night when my boyfriend was over, I told him about my desire to and he was all for it. After a while of him eating me out, I felt like it was time and I felt an overwhelming pressure and figured it was the squirt. He got more aggressive with it and pulled me closer into his face. I let out a huge moan as it all rushed out of me, and the sense of relief escaped me.  

But it didn't quite feel right. When I went to the toilet after to pee (which I usually do) only a little pee came out. We cleaned up and I tried to not worry about it as I figured there was pee in a squirt anyway, right? So, all seemed well until the next morning. 
 
I woke up and felt this burning irritation when I went to the toilet and just assumed it was my boyfriend's facial hair giving me a rash. I didn't think anything more of it until he woke up the next day with a bad eye infection, then it clicked. I realised I may have had a UTI and that's why he had an infection.  

I went and got tested without telling him and it came back positive. I was too embarrassed to say. A week later when I cleaned my sheets and saw the slightest yellow stain, that confirmed I peed in my boyfriend's eye and gave him a U T EYE injection. 
 
I felt so guilty, I broke up with him that day without telling him the truth.